It’s not the sadness that hurts; it’s the shift. That sudden drop from happiness into sadness, the moment when the bubble of illusion bursts, and you hit the ground of reality. Happiness is an illusion. It feels sweet, comforting, and eternal until you try to hold it. Then it slips…

The outer world feels like a dream, blurry and vague. The vehicles running on the roads, the busy people, and the stubborn buildings all feel unreal. Sometimes I feel unsure about my surroundings, as if I’ll wake up at any moment and everything will disappear in front of my eyes….

Remember when you were happy? Everything in your life was going well. You never thought your life could turn upside down, ending up here. When everything was great, you didn’t give much thought to people, relationships, decisions, or beliefs. But now that you’re not as happy as you were, all…

I know it’s almost impossible for someone to fall in love with the way I think instead of the way I look. It’s almost impossible for someone to wait patiently until I feel safe enough to open up. It’s almost impossible for someone to reach beyond the walls I’ve built…

That moment comes in your life when the realisation of being alone hits you. A realisation that even though there are many people around, no one can take your place in your life. No one can live it on your behalf. At first, that realisation makes you feel lonely, and…

Time never stops surprising me with how quietly it slips away. Another year has ended, 2023 is over, and it’s time to say goodbye. This year taught me a lot. It was a mixture of everything joy and struggle, peace and chaos, laughter and lessons. It added something valuable to…