The Sea Inside Me

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I want to breathe, but I can’t. It feels like I’m underwater, deep under the sea. I try to go up, but something pushes me down. Everything blurs, and I stop trying to save myself. My mind goes numb. I want to take breaths… maybe the last ones. It feels like everything is ending.

I woke up in fear. Not again those nightmares. It was the second attempt to sleep that night.

Depression feels like this: sinking in the sea. You want to fight for your life, but something invisible holds you down.

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9 responses to “The Sea Inside Me”

  1. Yeah depression does feel like this, and being someone who knows depression too well, its not stronger than you, if you ever get depressed, you can always share, my email and every other contact is always available. Bless you, be happy.
    I nominated you for the liebster award, check it out, ill wait for your responses : https://thethinkerscauldron.wordpress.com/2018/12/09/liebster-award-i/

    1. Yes, you are right. Its not stronger then me😉. Thank you for nomination 😊

  2. I was in depression. Now everything is ok☺ Well thanks for your kind words. Keep blogging you too 🙂✨

  3. Don’t be depressed dear
    I too get similar type of nightmare
    But, then I correlate and find solutions
    As dreams are crooked reality
    We relate something something
    From our daily activities,
    And poured in vessel of dreams
    Just try to figure out the solution
    And work with the things which create negative ambience…and eventually…try to learn from dark dreams and rise up…

    Hey look at rising Sun,
    And it will rise tomorrow also,
    Keep blogging!
    Keep sharing!
    Feel the positivity!
    Enjoy and learn
    Afterall we get only one life…
    So utilize it judiciously!
    Cheers!!!🌄🌿🍀💖💖💖🎶🎵Have an amazing day dear!

  4. I could relate to each and every word because on a lighter note I was somewhat successful in drowning myself in the pool an year ago 🤣.
    Why did you cease creating? Haven’t seen any new posts from you!

    1. I have my exams. i will come back soon 🙂☺

      1. All the best 😀 .

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